Flowers

 

 

Just some summer-y photos I took, the last four are from my cottage. This is a scheduled post, I am still away. See you soon!

I've sat upon the setting sun

Cat Stevens-The Wind

 

Keaton Henson-Lying to You

Girls-Lust for Life

The Flaming Lips-It's Summertime

King Tuff-Evergreen

I am currently overseas with my family, I'll be back in 2ish weeks, I have another post scheduled.

And I can understand if you still feel sad It's summertime

I woke up one morning and my tears had made a heart. (sometimes I cry in my sleep?)

An Extraordinary Theory of Objects, On the Road, The Virgin Suicides and 32 Stories

I got a haircut

crop top was a gift, jacket is thrifted/diy, shorts are Forever 21, socks are American Apparel, shoes are thrifted Docs.

top is Forever 21, skirt is GRG, and shoes are American Apparel.

 

An art piece I did last year.

 

And maybe if I really tried with all of my heart

 

Dress is F21, shoes are Joe.

So I finished my last exam today, so I am done tenth grade I guess. Above are some photos I've been taking all week, during my time at home. I just really want summer to start.

I don't really know if I'm going to continue blogging. I just don't really enjoy it that much anymore, and I know it's only been a year and a bit, but I'm unsure of what to do.

 

Lust for Life-Girls

feelingsssssss

I've just been thinking about stuff lately. About myself and what I really want to do with my life, and which choices I'm making. My best friend is graduating this year, so it's going to be tough that I won't see her at school every day. Another friend is switching schools an hour and a half away, and she kind of introduced me to Rookie and cool music a year and a half ago. I'm going to miss both of them. I need to think about how happy both of them will be, but I also need to think about what that means for me. I know that sounds really selfish. I've finally begun to be a little more social, and for the first time in a very long while I had people I barely know over to my house, which was nice because they both thought my room looks super cool. I think I might be becoming friends with their little group.

Sometimes I also feel that I don't know enough, about music, books, movies and people. People talk about certain bands and actors/actresses on their blogs and the name rings a bell, but I don't know about them at all. I feel that I should know more. About authors, artists, everything I care about. I should probably read more, and find more websites besides Rookie and Tumblr where I can learn cool stuff. I'm worried that I'm losing my knowledge, knowledge that I never had. I know that sounds dumb, but I do. I feel that there's just too much out there that I can't reach. I have so much books, so much music and so many movies I want to read, listen to and see that I just don't have enough time.

Next year, I'm taking an easier math course which is great for me because I suck at math. And art too, because I love it so much. There's also a course called LF, which stands for Literary Focus, and basically you just read books all year and discuss them with the class. I'm kind of excited for that, but nobody I know is taking it yet.  I only have 2 years of school left, hopefully they'll go by as fast as this year did. In University, I want to take fine arts. I know you can't really do much with that, but the experience will be great. I want to be a writer, but I don't think that'll happen because of the competitive industry. I write all the time, short stories, and in my journal. I record my dreams too, I've no idea why. I just feel that my life has little to no direction right now, and maybe I should take a little break from blogging on here, just so I can sort things out for myself. I have exams and stuff coming up too, so I'm going to take a break. Goodbye, but not for long I hope. I just needed to get all that shit off my chest. Congrats to you if you got through all that.

Oh Mirror in the sky, what is love

Top is just random, cardigan is forever21, skirt is thrifted, boots are docs.

 

I went to Fleetwood Mac yesterday, it was awesome. Stevie Nicks was so amazing, I mainly took pictures of her, and videos too. She had beads and scarves draped over her microphone, which was really cool, and she was dressed in a black dress which was all flowy and nice. It was an amazing experience! They played some new songs, some from their first record, a few from Tusk and from Rumors. Above is what I wore, below are some crummy pictures I took and a jumpy video. I tried to upload Landslide, which is my favourite song, but it's being really slow and dumb.

 

 

These are just some cool backgrounds they had:

 Amazing shawl, Stevie!

And I just loved this.

 

 

 

 

Maybe I'm just Crazy

Dress is handed down from my cousin, shoes are Joe.

Dress is by Numph, but it's from Winners, shoes are Street Society. This is the outfit I wore to a dance about two weeks ago. It was better than I expected.

I like the back.

Necklace is GRG, shirt is handed down from my cousin, skirt is Forever 21 and shoes are thrifted.

And I wore this DIY crown with the outfit.

Top was a gift from my mom, the skirt came from this store in Canmore and it was on sale, I dunno what brand it is, shoes are docs.

 

Sorry for the lack of posts lately. I've been feeling rather uninspired and tired lately, but I have been journaling, so that helps a little bit. I met this amazing artist this weekend, she was so nice and cool and looked at some of my art. She inspired me quite a bit and made me feel 100% better about school and friends and stuff like that. She has her art in galleries, and she just told me that I should keep doing what my passion is, which is art, and says my art could be in galleries one day. She was so kind and really made me want to keep doing my art. I think I'm going to take fine arts once I get to University, and I might take a writing course or something. Anyways, only two years and a month and a half to go until I can take courses I actually want to. yaaaay!

 

ALSO: Something very strange is happening. I am gaining followers but no comments! Strange, I would think the more people the more comments. Sorry, I'm complaining. But seriously.

 

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